Why is that whenever I am FULL of feelings and emotions...
I cannot seem to find words to put them to? =)
Hmmmmmmmm....what to SAY?!?! where to start?
My feelings are at war inside of me, apparently...
I have to say that I am SO STOKED to get the opportunity to play for some folks at Word Records this Sunday...I don't really know what to expect...what does God want me to get outta this? What does He want me to learn? What should I expect of Him? What is expecting too much?! It's funny how my heart knows that I can rest in Christ, He KNOWS the plans He has for me, and He works in all things for the good of those who love him ...(ME!) And yet, it is my desire to be in His will that gets me all kinds of stressed out! =) hah. I think God is up there smiling and shaking His head at me. I am super excited, but worried. Anxious but calm. Content but still wanting more. Skeptical, but optimistic. Trusting in God with all of my heart but wondering if my faith is even as big as a mustard seed. I'm not really worried about winning or losing this competition...all of you old time fans know that competitions aren't our strong suit. ;) I just hope and pray that no matter the outcome...I walk away feeling like I did everything God wanted me to, and that my footsteps are aligned with His! ;)
So if any of you get a chance to stop and send up a prayer for NDS as we travel to Nashville this weekend, above ALL pray for our hearts...that we are in sync with Gods heart and that we are prepared for anything that comes our way!
We love you all! thanks for being the best FRIENDS and FANS out there! ;)
xo-tiff
